killing time..

i have killed so much time in-between this and my last post, never once thinking of writing a blog.
actually i did, but decided against it.

i honestly feel that my time at work is wasted and has been for the last six months - three years. (sometimes longer than others..) i don't enjoy my job. i miss the people at my previous location like crazy but seeing them now is almost awkward. we've just misplaced some common ground by not seeing each other as often as we used to. it sucks and I feel like my time is worth more than the paychecks, but to actually get a paycheck without this job is going to be hard.

and so... I'm on to bigger and better things!!

please cross your fingers for me.