Saturday, October 22, 2011

worst blogger ever..

So obvi its been a while. Life got strange after my farewell with Inspiration. I think because I had been there for three years, the longest job I've ever had consecutively, and forgot what a new job felt like... or what free time felt like for that matter.

My last post was August 14, so here's a rundown of what I've been doing since..

  • I spent a week chillin cause "there wasn't room for [me] on the schedule this week". (MEH.)
  • The next two weeks I spent a quaint 16 hours at work each week.  (I was lost because I'd never had so much free time before! & please believe, that wasn't the plan..)
  • The following three weeks were spent in Las Vegas with no money but a loving Grandma and Uncles.  Visited friends too which was super great, but we were all broke so no touristy stuff was done. MEH. BUT HEY I GOT TO DRIFT!  (...now where are those videos?)
    • During my vacay, INspiration called to offer me a temporary position with the company. I weighed my options and finally gave in..
  • I returned home on September 28. Had a dentist appointment that afternoon and prepared myself for the shit-storm to come.
Since September 29, I've had maybe 3 or 4 days off.  I've worked 50+ hour work weeks, something I've never done before but am really glad I'm experiencing.  My medical insurance expired, along with my military base privileges, & then I got super sick, lost my voice, and finally bought myself a neti-pot!  I thought I didn't have a life before, but now I really don't do anything.  I'm even surprising myself by writing this bad boy right now..

I'm living my life, which is what I wanted to do right?  Here I am on October 21, 2011 with two jobs, no medical, a quick trip to Vegas in the works, and no guarantee on anything right now.  I am afraid of the future but SO ready for it at the same time.  I just hope all these risks are worth it.

I feel like the worst blogger ever but I'm hoping to change that.  I want to know what I did with my life later on.  I want to see the changes I went through and the choices I've had to make.  Maybe not every single choice, but the major ones.  I'm sure I've said that before but this time I really mean it.

A Hui Hou!  Malama Pono!